1. |
Existor
04:30
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Surreal circumstance
I exist, I am
I'm gettin' fed up
With being your backup
Sink into surround sound
And I wanna sink into the ground
Don't wanna be here anymore
You pale in comparison
You are nothin' next to him
I want oblivion, distraction, submission
Say nice things to me
Tell me that I'm pretty
Well what more could a girl ever want
I am stagnant, burned and frail
I'll rot in heaven, rot in jail
Floatin' through an altered state
I'm gonna wither, I'm gonna waste
Where's poetic justice
Crisis of the conscience
I don't wanna be here anymore
I pale in comparison
I am nothin' next to him
I'll say nice things to you
Tell you what you want me to
I pale in comparison
I am nothin' next to him
I'll say nice things to you
Tell you what you want me to
I pale in comparison
I am nothin' next to him
I'll say nice things to you
Tell you what you want me to
I pale in comparison
I am nothin' next to him
I'll say nice things to you
Tell you what you want me to
Yeah
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2. |
Pearl Brain
04:03
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I've got my leg draped over your knee
And you're askin' "what do you want from me"
And then I cannot walk, I cannot see
I can't resist your company
Lyin' on the floor, there's vomit in the drain
You're the one I call to try and make me sane
It happens every time, I guess I have no shame
I'm nothin' but a stain on your brain
I don't know why you're the one I choose
Against you all the others seem to lose
Well I'm your peach, I'm startin' to bruise
I'm crawlin' on the ground, I can only think of you
Lyin' on the floor, there's vomit in the drain
You're the one I call to try and make me sane
It happens every time, I guess I have no shame
I'm nothin' but a stain on your brain
You have a tiny little perfect pearl brain
And I'm nothin' but a dried up little stain
And next to you, I've never felt so plain
But I'm really glad you came
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3. |
Action Figure
03:16
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I am counting
Dust specks in the air
You won't talk to me
I'm tryin' not to care
I wanna talk about the sun
And all the little webs
We could have spun
But I'm floatin', fallin', crawlin' away
To a place where I could
Stay for days, I'll stay for days
Goin' away, I'm goin' away
I can smell the air outside
Makes me want to hide
You make me think of warm things
And all the warmth you bring
But I'm floatin', fallin', crawlin' away
To a place where I could
Stay for days, I'll stay for days
Goin' away, I'm goin' away
I'm tryin' to
Forget about you
And I'm barely holdin' on
I can't wait 'till I'm gone
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4. |
Orange
03:50
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I'm an alien
Well I don't fit in
Broken puzzle piece
Well I'll take my seat, 'cause
I can't see
Why you'd waste your time on me
Well I won't go
When you try to send me home
Your culture is
So distant
Well I'm out of place
In your space, and
I can't see
Why you'd waste your time on me
Well I won't go
When you try to send me home
I can't see
Why you'd waste your time on me
Well I won't go
When you try to send me home
Well I can't see
Why you'd waste your time on me
Well I won't go
When you try to send me home
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5. |
Year of the Rat
04:59
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Once I threw up on my friend's lawn
I threw up in your house when you were gone
Threw up in my car in a grocery bag
But I really don't mean to brag
You speak in spiral tongues
You make me wish I wasn't so young
Your twisted tales they bend and break
Let's see each other for old time's sake
Curiosity killed the cat
But I was born in the year of the rat
I'm always getting stuck in the middle of the road
I have to feel it out, 'cause I'm wearin' a blindfold
Don't care for any of this
It's too much too digest
Can you sense my uncertainty
Just wanna live with intensity
Don't wanna get fucked up with your friends
And I wonder when will this end
Curiosity killed the cat
But I was born in the year of the rat
I'm always getting stuck in the middle of the road
I have to feel it out, 'cause I'm wearin' a blindfold
Don't care for any of this
It's too much too digest
Once I threw up on my friend's lawn
I threw up in your house when you were gone
Threw up in my car in a grocery bag
But I really don't mean to brag
I'm always getting stuck in the middle of the road
I have to feel it out, 'cause I'm wearin' a blindfold
Don't care for any of this
It's too much too digest
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Hangin' out with some gender neutral kids
They got tattoos on their lids
Trying to navigate this concrete maze
I'm outerspaced
In the alley, breathe in deep
Fall out of place, go back to sleep
I've been feelin' empty and cheap
And it's been gettin to me
It's gettin' to me
It's gettin' to me
Please get into me
And I, ooh, I wanna feel worthwhile
I, ooh, I feel like I'm on trial
I, ooh, I think it's worth a smile
I'm on trial, wanna feel worthwhile
I'm a dud and I'm a square
And I really don't see why you would care
Your indulgence is reelin'
It's unappealin'
It's unappealin'
I have no feelings
It's unappealin'
And I, ooh, I wanna feel worthwhile
I, ooh, I feel like I'm on trial
I, ooh, I think it's worth a smile
I'm on trial, wanna feel worthwhile
I can't escape
The rat race
But I already came in first place
Disillusioned with the chase
Woo!
I can't escape
The rat race
But I already came in first place
Disillusioned with the chase
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7. |
Big Clothes
03:39
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I wear my big clothes
When I am sad
You can guarantee
I always want what I can't have
I know it's not you
When I hear the sound
You're always movin'
I'll always be around
Crucifix, you asked for it
Are you okay
Crucifix, I asked for this
I'm turnin' grey
I knot my hair
When I am sad
All of my insides
Are dead
I know you
And I know you're warm
Please put me next to
Your perfect form
Crucifix, you asked for it
Are you okay
Crucifix, I asked for this
I'm turnin' grey
Crucifix, you asked for it
Are you okay
Crucifix, I asked for this
I'm turnin' grey
I'm turnin' grey
Almost every day
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8. |
Magnum Opus
02:24
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The afterlife is just like before birth
An empty black void
No magnitude of worth
And honey, I'm goin' down
Yeah honey, I'm goin' down
Well I was drawn to you
Like a punk's drawn to
Angry tattoos
To define me, I need you
And honey, I'm goin' down
Yeah honey, I'm goin' down
And I, I cannot breathe
And I want to believe
That you, you are my dog
But I, I know I'm wrong
I know I'm wrong
I know I'm wrong
I know I'm wrong
And honey, I'm goin' down
Yeah honey, I'm gonna drown
I'm goin' down
I'm goin' down
I'm goin' down
I'm goin' down!
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9. |
Goodbye
03:24
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Tear soaked satin, tear soaked stain
Well what could be wrong with my brain
High ponytail, won't you derail
I'm higher than your majesty
Tapestry
Well all is well once I fell
Complete the dream of ruby red seams
Your abscess is my distress
Your burnin' vice burnin' breath down my neck
Velvet petal heart, petal fall apart
Your ramble untangles your myth
Ooh
Well all is well once I fell
Complete the dream of ruby red seams
Ooh
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I see your pretty face
I know that mine's a disgrace
I know you like me
But I'm the one who likes the chase
I see a movie star
He's driving his car without me
He's going to the bank
And I forgot to say "thanks"
I think I'll be fine
Somewhere down the line
Please just give me time
I'll be fine, I'm fine
Is it okay if I just wanna stay at home
And is it okay if I always want to be alone
I know a man who lives next to me
He has no friends
Except for the mailman
Who comes every morning at ten
I think I'll be fine
Somewhere down the line
Please just give me time
I'll be fine, I'm fine
I don't say much
Cause I'd rather be watchin' your face
And I'd probably much rather be
In a different place
You always ask
What am I gonna do with my life
I think it'd be funny
To say I want to be your wife
I think I'll be fine
Somewhere down the line
Please just give me time
And I'll be fine, I'm fine
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Noisy geek rock confessions from small town Canada.
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